Ive tried to write this post like 10 times now...and no matter how fun, or apologetic (for the business) I try to make it, the post always comes back to the same thing....

someone that ive been hanging out with since the end of last year, who was sort of important to me tried to commit suicide last week and I dont know how to process it, or what to feel about it - I mean sure, im heartbroken and devastated....

but other than that...i dont quite know what to do or think....Im just trying to be there I guess....