Saturday, February 10, 2007

A night of nights

Have you ever had one of those "a-ha" moments...And NO...not the band, or the crazy video drawn in comics...*for those of you who would comment on the band instead of the point..there are a few of you I can think of off the top of my head*

But a moment, when everything becomes so clear, and you know what you what you want to do, or how you want to change your life in the next little while?

I had one of those last night. I was at the bar, having a great time, just hanging out with my friend Karolina....and it hit me. I want something different, something better for myself....and it had nothing to do with the company I was in, or the place I was in....but something inside.

An renewed sense of self improvement so to speak....something that lays dormant inside of you, until you go somewhere, or see something that reawakens a drive inside of you, long since forgotten.

Its funny how feelings like that get pushed aside so easily....becuase with a renewed sense of improvement, comes a rejuvinated sense of empowerment, and confidence to get things done, and change what you want to change.

I forgot how good that feels.

13 comments:

SS said...

I know exactly what you mean. I have a really tough time makes decisions but sometimes everything just seems so clear and there's not a question in your mind about anything. I love that feeling. It's rare though.

Miss Ash said...

It's always good to get that sense of self back and to hop onto the path once again.

Natalia said...

Oh I totally have those moments. A lot. Maybe it's because I think too much. But it feels good when things are clear.

-N

Princess Pessimism said...

Sexy - I find it becoming MORE rare as I get older...because I get settled into my ways. But i'll never pass up a chance to change myself.

Ash - YAY...YOURE HOME!!! I just have to work on maintaining this feeling...you know how lazy I am.

Nat - See thats the thing, I wasnt even thinking about it...it just hit me...

Big Ben said...

You want to become a stripper?

Seriously good for you - go get your dream!

Natalia said...

Yeah but I think that my eureka moments come in lag time after I have been thinking. And then *plaff* they just hit me out of nowhere.

-N

Lindsey said...

So what's the plan PP? You already do more good than a lot of people I know. :o) Except for me of course..... :o)

Princess Pessimism said...

Bes - Yes Ben, i'm going to become a stripper. LOL!

Nat - See, im different, if I think about it constantly, I know its something I should do, but im just probably too lazy to do it

Linny - Less Nice, more Evil

Amichai said...

The major problem with my A'ha moments is the fact that they fall by the wayside a few moments later. I never quite have the follow through to always make the changes that seem so clear the day before.

berly02 said...

I love getting those feelings.
Here's to hoping you do everything you want with your epiphany.

Steven said...

Are you sure you aren't talking about that old comic book video?

Cause I used to love that thing. ;)

Steve~

Princess Pessimism said...

Amichai - thats my problem too...sigh.

Berly - THANKS!!! *fingers crossed*

Steve - NO...LOL!! Although, I love that one too. You were actually who I was thinking of when I wrote that someone would say the comic video.

Big Ben said...

I hope i get the blogger discount.