Saturday, April 08, 2006

Blogger Confessional© Right back to where I started....

This has been a horrible week, for those of you who know what happened...And those of you who dont, I appologize in advance for the grouchiness.

This week I:

- Drank a mickey of Jagermeister in 2 hours....NEVER AGAIN...

- learned that my insecurities may not by my fault, but I can control them, or let them control me.

- had a decent "friend" conversation with an ex...he listened to me bitch, although it must have been hard for him to hear.....I dont know if there's anything I can do to thank him, I really needed him, as a friend...and he was there for me.

- Got accepted to teachers college....And at first, was upset about leaving, but after this week, I CANT WAIT to get out of here.

- told off a creepy guy who used to have a crush on me last semester....he's super persistant, and sorta freaks me out a little.....not to mention hes gross, and annoys the shit out of me.

- wrote 3 posts before this, and deleted all of them. I offended one of my readers....That I feel bad for, and am sorry.

- changed all the dates on my blog From English to Italian....just for fun.

- reconnected with someone from my past...i havent decided if its a good thing yet, or a diaster waiting to happen

- Oh ya, and I guess someone died on my floor a bit back, and they came and picked the person up at 5am today....the whole hallway smelled like decaying flesh....MMMMM.

...Thats it folks, not a very exciting week...like I said, i'm grouchy about a lot of things that happened, and I drank a lot, and obsessed..

I'm really glad this weeks over. Really....Tomorrow is the beginning of a new week, and since volunteer starts, i'm hoping that i keep myself busy, and out of trouble. I'm crossing my fingers for a better week than this past one.

15 comments:

berly02 said...

PP - Please don't ever sensor your posts!! I love your thoughts/views on things. REALLY.
This is YOUR blog.
I'm sorry if I said something wrong. Please forgive me . . .

Princess Pessimism said...

Berly - OHH...I wrote that post at 5am, after a difficult phone call...I wasnt thinking. You said nothing wrong, and the last thing I wanted to do was offend anyone. Its okay..I still love ya... =)

Phil said...

What an interesting week. Seriously, good, bad, everything. Now that's a fun life. Ups and downs are definitely better than riding a roller coaster that goes straight ahead. Congrats on the new college acceptance!

Princess Pessimism said...

Phil - When you put it that way, I guess you're right. Id rather have a little craziness than the same all the time.

And thanks for the congrats. Although, going to school in Buffalo was never high on my list of priorities LOL

Trib said...

Life has a funny way of just working out. Your new relationship was holding you back from pursuing the teaching thing and now it's not. I don't mean to make light of what sounds like significant emotional pain, but in a certain light life came through in the clutch.
I hope you're feeling better about everything.

Princess Pessimism said...

Trib - I wouldnt say that he was holding me back, but I was definitely sad about leaving....You're right though, everything has its own way of working itself out. I take great comfort in that....that no matter what happens, it always works out the way its supposed to, and resolves itself.

Big Ben said...

Wow the smell of dead flesh really is gross. I should get rid of those barrels in my garage.

rawbean said...

I kept coming to your blog, reading a post and then I would come back and it was gone - thought I was going crazy. I only read two of the three though!

I can't believe someone died on your floor....that's terrible!

Princess Pessimism said...

Big ben - LOL!!!...Yes that is definitely something you dont want your garbage to smell like...especially with your new place...your neighbors might get suspicious.

Rawbean - Nope, you're not crazy...they just werent what I wanted to say....

Natalia said...

Wait wait wait...someone dies and they left the bodu there for days? You can't just drop that in the middle of a post and leave it at that???!!! lol

-N

Jennifer said...

A guy died on my floor in the last few months and they cops broke down his door and went in and got him at 7 or 8 on a Saturday evening. There's been a police seal on the door ever since.

Px said...

ok
this week
-i got a phone call from a husband...
-i was foolish
-applied for a job online while at work (again)
-i tried to dispense helpful advice, but think i failed
-i posted a picture of myself totally nekkid and got some nice comments from it :D
-got narky at people i work with in the pub
think that's about it, think i was a good Px this week

Princess Pessimism said...

Natalia - I think that the person died a bit ago..but they just found the body...the whole hallway smelled disgusting.

Jennifer - Theres no police tape though...

PX - You got a phone call from a HUSBAND??? What did you do?

Px said...

i answered it...duh!

Liz said...

Man I would be more than grouchy, I'd be taking prisioners. Hope things brighten up.